it's funny when i think about the hopes i set before.
big hopes. small effort. and i'm enjoying the regret.
-.-
the first day i came here, all i wanted to be is be invisible.
tak tau kenapa, after i decided to leave my ex bf, i feel like a complete loser and wanted to be invisible. not because i regret anything, just because i hate the fact that i've hurt him.
to be honest,i'm not proud of myself doing that,but i'm just glad somehow i survive with guilt.
i left him with reasons i kept for months.
i don't think i deserve any guy who willing to love me with all his heart because i've broke one.
i don't deserve love from a guy.
i just don't deserve it.
i deserve heartbreak.
yang aku sedar, lagi aku cuba jauh dari cinta, lagi aku rasa dekat datang kat aku.
sakit rasanya macam ni.
kali ni aku pilih utk emo dengan alasan kukuh.
big thanks utk mereka yang dah decide untuk tinggalkan aku.
i'll be fine.kan i deserve heartbreak?
be happy guys.you guys deserve better.
palam,rugby,
*kawan yang hanya aku punya tu, aku serious.
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